Unsaid

Unsaid


Many things I had hidden
many lies I said to myself
all them not to break me
all them to hold me

many ideas come up
stuck and dancing in
playing loops on my mind
twisting myself, inside

things i'm afraid to say
words that are unsaid
ideas that will never born
feelings that I will never share

is 'cause i'm afraid of
how I feel
is 'cause I fear you
won't understand me

I do?, you do? Who does?
Can I think on any other thing?
Can I trust myself now?
Who can believe the unsaid words?

Les pensaments d'escalier
someone named them
the words we fear to say
not to hurt you, not to hurt me

who matters more?
You? Me? Them?
Can an unhuman thing
hurt a human heart?

Can my lips hurt your sight?
Can my voice dig your heart
can a word mend it all?
Can I do anything more?

Nothing I can do
nothing I will say
many days I had prayed
not to say the unsaid words

is 'cause i'm afraid of
how I feel
is 'cause I fear you
won't understand me



Ariadna Squire Damique
(28-04-2008)